31 out of 31
31 days writing completed.
A Personal challenge set at the start of 2024.
Reflecting, I see growth in my writing skills, unsure if it leans towards boring or interesting. Time holds the truth, patience or hope the only obstacle. Talent as well, talent may be an obstacle I am blind to my lack of.
The silence does speak to me, and yet I persist with the hope that my inner critic is a deceiver and not, as it claims, a protector.
ADHD stream of consciousness incoming,
Why unsuccessful in convincing others to invest? Years of consistency, one Patreon supporter. No clients seeking sessions. Shared enough for free, provided evidence of understanding. Mental health complex, no complete comprehension. Understanding evolves, perspective improves. Found answers to life's questions, yet others must find their own truths. We can only guide. No longer motivated to prove myself. Confidence is faith in oneself, arrogance is expecting agreement. Strongly proving confidence only projects need for validation, sign of insecurity, not confidence.
Paradoxes of existence adored. It is what it is.
Refocus on writing, drawing, painting. Create something worth payment. Temporarily set aside chasing attention on social media. After recharging, will return. That's life. But for now, take care.
First 2024 Personal challenge complete. Yay
Stay mindful.
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